Beowulf

Hello everyone who is following me. My name is Beowulf. I have a slight confession to make. So for the past 5 months I have been struggling with depression, and I thought that drawing would help. It does and yet it doesn't. I love this community you all have amazing talent, and great personalities. and If it wasn't for all of you I think by now I wouldn't be here. But drawing can only numb so much for such a short amount of time. I say that because while I am on here I am free to do as I please. But the moment I get off I am faced with a hard choice. Continue to lie to myself and say everything is OK. Or just end it. For the past 5 months I have felt like I am buried under a mountain and I am digging myself out, but every time I make an inch I get buried 3 feet deeper. I have tried asking for help. But most people say "Suck it up Beo. You are a man quit acting like a child". But a few days Ago I tried to kill myself. I tried to hang myself. the only reason that I am alive is because I began to t...